psycho germ
sometimes i like to liken myself to all three main female characters on f.r.i.e.n.d.s. phoebe for her quirky little somethings. rachel for her hopeless flirtatious disposition. and monica for her almost deadly obsession with cleaning. mind you, i used to be a very dirty girl, for a majority of my life in fact—physical testament to the heinous clutter of worries and anxieties that have collected in my brain over the years. now that im a little bit more normal, i have discovered a side to me that i never knew existed—i need my environment to be spotless for me to function happily. if my room is messy over a week’s span of time, you bet your ass that not in the best spirits during that week. sometimes its unconscious. i feel off balance. i must clean. my ultimate therapy. give me a nice clean working space and i will give you happiness and hard work and effort and every demand your little heart desires. just please…. don’t litter.
