i invest too much
in what other people think of me. always have. partly due to my all too human desire to be accepted and liked, partly due to the fact that i know i have something great to share with the world and i cant share it with anyone if they dont truly believe in my integrity. how do you find the right balance???
on another note, ive given up fb and twitter for my own personal lent. everyones giving up something and im not catholic but i def can dig that kind of bandwagon. the point is not so much for me to suffer as to clear up my schedule and get shit done that i usually stave off for some low-level stalkerazzi internet action. i am soo horrendously obsessed with the internet sometimes. i need to get out into the real world. and i think this would help me a little out with the whole image complex i got going on. it feels good.
