solitude
i need more of it. being around too many people makes me stressed out. i can do the small talk shit—but let’s keep it @ that and put the idea of a more in-depth friendship on hold cuz seriously… i’m a mess. when i’m out every night that is. i would never ever hold up under a famous lifestyle. so many freaking bodies everywhere. i swear after even a couple of hours of socializing i’m all whoooooaaaaa who am i???
