so-so.

WORD OF THE DAY

Schadenfreude - N. German. Pleasure derived from the misfortunes of others.

i need a break.

from reality.

acceptance

i cant stress enough how much life just keeps getting better and better for me. im surrounded by trustworthy and awesome family, friends, and coworkers, actually managing to save money (see: beer, weed, bitches), just got accepted into the acu. program that, 5 months ago, i hadnt even pictured myself mustering up the balls to apply for, and yes… my skin looks RADIANT. for those who, like me, have suffered the ugly hand of teenage acne for years you can only imagine how great it feels to finally have clear fucking skin. i feel all googly inside. 

<3

I feel free when the world doesn’t owe it to me/ I see clear when the world doesn’t show it to me.

after much careful brainstorming

me, briana, and big keith have decided to all co-create an NGO targeted at meth addicts hailing from san bernardino, california. we are currently in the process of putting together a meth-addict stimulus package which will include a fully funded annual supply of face wash, lighters, tin foil, $30 via moneygram, windex, and newspapers for your local basehead in need. for your more ambitious crackhead, we will provide a wide range of career opportunities from assisted grifting to windshield wiping @ various king-taco drive thru’s. if you would like more information, please contact me or anyone else who gives a damn. thank you.

“Turning drug addiction in productivity since 2010!”

i could give a fuck about that redundant self image projection

i’m all me baby believe it.

so much creativity in the world i know we’re not just animals

but that shouldnt mean we dont have an undeniable obligation to equate ourselves with such. there IS something brilliant about humanity, but some humananoids just let it go too much to the ego. think, speak, breathe, and love naturally, yall. life is full circle.

bizzybody

dmv in the morning (contrary to popular opinion, i really dont mind the dmv. i like to people watch. especially in fontana.) then st. patty’s day @ werkt tomorro. must find time to clean, laundry, reconcile homeworks, pack, then traverse off to san diego w my buddies for a much-needed night of debauchery. be back friday hoppin right up on the grind @ 6. find a spot to knock this 20 pgr off my list. bbysit/worktro againtro sat/sun… weekly bottle drop off on monday… car service… start application for fall quarter @ samra.. and back around again. with such a predictable schedule on my hands @ any given time, i often get randoms hittin me up to kick it and some take offense to the fact that i just cant make it to watever party/bar you so desperately need me to make an appearance @. i love meeting new people and all but foreal… i do not have the energy. call me crazy, but i thrive on my routine. it keeps me out of trouble, and tries my focus. never sloppy, i maintain order in all that i do and i prefer to be in the background when i do it. sometimes, there are just not enough hours in a day to find time and recoup alone. i have no idea how famous people do it cuz im not even on the radar and can’t hang. SIMPLIFY, SIMPLIFY….